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2019

Do More Talk Less

Friday, January 11, 2019

Hey Lovelies,

Happy new year !!

Lord knows I had a long boring, tumultuous post written. But re-reading it i felt like, Keiandra you've said these same things over and over. People are tired of hearing you vent and complain about the same sh-t. So i had a stern talking with myself and we need to be more positive.

POSITIVITY.POSITIVITY.POSITIVITY

For 2019 I promised myself I would do more and talk and think less. I challenged myself to make plans and execute them like I know I can and not beat up myself beyond recognition. I will make this year the DO MORE TALK LESS YEAR.

Taking even more risks this year to reap more of the rewards that are definitely within my reach. Its time I get back to the more creative person who used to be more bold and fearless. Somewhere along the way I started to blame the fact that the influence of social media made me less wanted and more inadequate than ever. But I discovered I was letting it control me. It is entirely up to me. I have all the power and the control to not let the insecurities get the best of my life.

This year I want to make my mind and body a priority because I'm done with being crippled by my poor mental health. I am enough. I deserve the best. I will succeed. Hope you stay for the journey.

I will DO MORE AND TALK LESS!

How do you plan to stay motivated in 2019. Comment Below!

XOXO

Kei

2017

Wild Thoughts: Try even if I fail?

Sunday, September 03, 2017

Happy Sunday Lovelies,

Its been a long time since I've posted anything. Life has been very busy to say the least. I have just been thinking alot about life and the direction I would like to go, what I can do to get there and how I can positively push myself to achieve my dreams.

Lately, i have to admit, that I have been feeling a little down and unmotivated because I feel so miserable at the place where I currently am. I hate my job but if I quit, is my business enough to get me to where I need to be? What do I do? Who can I talk to?

I have tried to talk to friends but I think I will just sound like a broke record because I have been saying the same things for the past three years! THREE YEARS!! It has only been so long because i am very conflicted. I know deep within myself that I am not made to work for other people for the rest of my life. I know that I cant do it.

My problem is that i am very scared. Can I really do this? Then I make a list of all the things I need to quit before I quit my terrible job. But on the other had, the list of things that I will need will never EVER end. I have told myself time and time again maybe I need another job.

Every once in a while i google search different things like 'Becoming a successful entrepreneur', 'being an entrepreneur and having a fully time job', So that i can have some perspective or even some advice on my next step.What I have learned about most entrepreneurs is that they take risks with their businesses whether big or small. There is something inside of them that they know they rather try and fail than not try at all.

That is the thing that scares me most, the not trying. I cant seem to reach that net step. Then i have convos with myself. Should i just get a next job. Knowing full well that even if i like it, it will become monotonous, and boring and i will hate it and i will just want to quit like the one before that.
Then my thinking is a whole cycle. Almost every day I end up complaining that I want a job but never really taking the effort to send out applications to everywhere else. Because I know deep within myself that working for myself is the ultimate goal.

That was my rant for todday, thanks for listening! Feel free to comment!!

xoxo Kei

black dress

In The Name Of Love...

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Happy Valentines Day my loves,

Today is the international day of LOOOOVVVEEE. I was anti valentines day in my younger days, not because I didn't have a man in my life, but it was mostly because some people waited til this day to show love. I was never the one to buy teddy bears and chocolates and all the valentines day 'crap'. I'm not saying that you shouldn't but I like to show my love in a more non traditional, creative way since that is more my personality.

I love the feeling of being loved and I make sure to show the special ones in my life how much I love them, not only my hubby but my friends and family. Not only on valentines day but other days of the year.

So what are some of your way you show the ones you love, how much you care?

I rallied my team and did this photo shoot inspired by LOVE.

Hope you enjoy!

Dress by: Kayenar Designs

Photos by: Brendon Carrington of Mozaic Photography

Make Up by: Vanessa Phillips

Until Next time lovelies,

Have a safe and lovable day

xoxo Kei

2016

New Year . More Persistent Successful Me! THINGS WILL HAPPEN!

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Hey lovelies !

Its the middle of the month of January the first month of the year, I hope you guys had a very good New Year's Celebration and that 2015 was a very prosperous year for you guys. It was a bit of a roller-coaster for me. I had my days when I did not want to smile at all and wanted to quit my job and those days when I couldn't stop laughing. Now its time for resolutions/plans. No matter how major or minor its time to make them. Take control of your life.

And so far I've had a very interesting year ( well month since the year just started) and I am more motivated to make this year the best one yet. THINGS WILL HAPPEN!!!

I started by writing lists. Now in the past me and lists have not been the best of friends. I've made lists of lists that usually end up incomplete. But NO MORE! I have made a promise to myself to do everything on my list by year end. Even the smallest things that are very important to me. Like going to the dentist (guys I haven't been in so long its ridiculous), get a check up, renew my passport, so that I can travel, take some evening classes ( that I was supposed to take long time ago), register my business (FINALLY!), and the list goes on. But I'm sure that you get the point. THINGS WILL HAPPEN!

So in the case that I am not able to save as much as I would like to, that I make sure that my money is spent on bettering myself and improving my skills and making my life easier and more enjoyable. I am so motivated right now that sometimes i wish my brain would shut off. The ideas just keep flowing and the list keeps getting longer and the motivation even stronger. In the meantime I'm going to be patient because I know that everything takes time. But I know for a fact that THINGS WILL HAPPEN!!

Until next time,

xoxo

Kei

boss lady

Boss Lady Status

Saturday, November 07, 2015

Hey lovelies,

Well, if you guys didn't know, starting your own business is hard work but the key is sticking with it, being dedicated, motivated and creative. I try to be all these things keeping in mind that I am not superwoman I cannot do everything by myself.

That is why I am so thankful and blessed (the little start up that I am) to have a team of talented people behind me who are also trying to find their way. But have been very successful in making me look and feel this fly..like a true boss lady.

Top: Kayenar Designs ( burgundy spandex bralet)

Bottom: Kayenar Designs (jersey green skirt)

Shoes: Superstyle Shoe shop

Hair by: Kayenar Designs and humidity

Styled by:Kayenar Designs

Makeup by: Vanessa Phillips

Photography by: Brendon Carrington

Until next time lovelies

xoxo

Kei

crop top

Back at it...

Monday, November 02, 2015

Hey lovelies!

It's been a minute since I posted. There is no excuse but to say that I have been very busy. Started a new job as well as having my business on the side has been an interesting task in terms of managing my time efficiently and effectively.

Let me just say I'm still trying to figure it out. Trying to stay on top of it and keep the ideas and the enerygy going.

Obviously with any job or career you would have your ups and downs and I've definitely had them. BUT!! The number one goal is to stay focused and I keep reminding myself that this state is only for a time. It will get better.

In the meantime I am grinding as hard as possible so that I can save and get the things that I need most to take my business to the next level and carry it to its full potential and supersede that.

Top: Kayenar Designs ( black mesh crop top)

Bottom: Kayenar Designs (jersey black skirt)

Necklace : Aliexpress

Shoes: Superstyle Show Shop (local)

Earnings : Fashionation

Eyewear: Local street vendor

Hair by: Kayenar Designs

Styled by:Kayenar Designs

Makeup by: Vanessa Phillips

Photography by: Brendon Carrington

Until next time lovies,

Xoxo

Kei!

black and white

Fresh Off The Runway...

Sunday, March 08, 2015

Hey lovelies,

Happy March! There's a little chill in the air in Bim but I am here to keep you guys warm the this sizzling hot photoshoot. Everything was made by Kayenar Designs of course. Shout out to my team for making me look flawless and feel fierce enough to be run way worthy.

This might just be my favourite photoshoot so far, I hope that I can do bigger better things in the near future.

But in the mean time I am working hard and keeping at it so that I can accomplish everything I can possibly get out of this life. I only get one chance. One life to live , so I'm living it for me DAMMIT!

Enough ranting...to the PICS!

Happy scrolling :)